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July 05 2015


June 13 2015

50 hours ago I was told that you were dead.
I am devestated I loved you I feel guilty for not having talked to you when I still had the chance. I cry a lot. And now my mind is playing the most nasty tricks on me. I see your face everywhere. I desperatly search for some plausible working theory that you might still be alive. It's completly retarted I know where this is coming from yet I can't perish the though that every moment now somebody will tell me that all this was just a bad joke. Yet I know nobody willl. You are gone and nothing will bring you back and it makes me drown in sadness. If there was a single thing I could wish for it would be that I either wake up or that my paranoid delusions come true simply that you are still alive. It feels so very pointless right now nothing has meaning and won't have any for a very long time. You left this hell we call reality and I remain. And the only thought that keeps me standing is an empty phrase a mantra "This too shall pass". The more rational part of me hopes that one day all that remains of you is sweet memory; that one day happyness will be mine once again even though the world is changed forever now that you left it :/
Tags: grief
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June 09 2015

When I think of you...
I think about our next conversation. A conversation we propably never have. A conversation I'll never start on my account. I am too afraid that I won't be as gentle as I want to be ... I don't even want to talk about you for the same reason. What comes across my mind when I do shames me deeply and makes me want to be alone and take everything back I just said. Yet I'm hoping that one day I can talk to you and tell you how much I love you or at least stop thinking about this all the time. Good thing you don't seem eager to talk to me either, cause I couldn't bear not to talk to you and I'll propably say lots of nasty things.
every night, every morning
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June 08 2015

It's stupid careless and selfdestructive ...
yet I can't do anything about it.
And neither can you.
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June 06 2015

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April 27 2015

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Sie schaute mich aus ihren großen Augen an
Und wurde dann auf einmal ziemlich ernst
Und dann kam das, weshalb ich sie jetzt hasse
Ich hasse sie und hab sie trotzdem gern

Mit ein paar miesen Phrasen stach sie Löcher in mein Hirn
Ich konnte es nicht fassen, denn ich wollt' sie nicht verlier'n

Du wir können doch gute Freunde bleiben, hat sie zu mir gesagt
Darauf hätte ich ihr am liebsten eine Kugel durch den Kopf gejagt
Du wir können doch gute Freunde bleiben, war ihr Angebot
Und ich frage mich noch heute: Warum schlug ich sie nicht tot ?

April 07 2015

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March 22 2015

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